Memories of bitten pills

in the stone heart of an angry son, an angry son who has done his swallowing, his memories are bitten pills, so many bitten pills that he has collected

the broken ground he now moves on, this ground so unsettled, so endlessly unsettled

on the way to the sunken earth, and still he moves on

this is earth

has moved on and collected, settled to his own liking, and still he moves on

a voice in the back of his head reminding him that this is stolen, that this is not his

all these moments, all these precious time spent moments in gravity

all this anxious waiting, all this time spent waiting.

all this pain that you know, all this...

all this pain that you will ever know

in waking hours, time spent in this moment

though he is living, silently in moments, and forgiving relevance it is in his heart he is holding and calling behind sadness of empty fields.

it is in these moments of time well spent

in these moments of gravity, this time well spent, a look to heaven, sighing tears of angel's and a night sky...

racing, racing, yelling softly, this is the moment, this is the moment,a look to heaven, sighing tears of angel's and a night sky, this is the moment

holding moments and forgiving relevance

it is in his heart he is holding and calling behind sadness of empty fields. it is in these moments of time well spent

in these moments of gravity, this time well spent, a look to heaven, sighing tears of angel's and a night sky

i've prayed again (after 13 long years)

i've been reciting so many prayers for my last 18 years on earth, i've always been the just-to-be-said-ive-recited type of person when it come to prayers..   after 13 years i've talked to 'him" again, to pray for the health of the mother... more

Previous blog entries:
Jun 30	-	life really is unfair (and it sucks)
Jun 1	-	patulong po sa vectoring
May 17	-	i miss my MAMA MO GROUP

songs of my life

this songs makes my heart melt

Previous playlists:
Aug 22	-	my fave songs

Vital Remains - Dechristianize

the greatest song of vital remains.. it talks about their hate in god

a great death metal band!

Previous videos:
Oct 28	-	IN THIS MOMENT - Beautiful Tragedy
Oct 28	-	IN THIS MOMENT - Prayers - NEW Video!
Oct 17	-	One Dying Wish-Saetia

Battle Royale I

With the economy of japan is almost broken, high unemployment rate and violence is very scarce, kids are boycotting their class and physically abusing their teachers, the government has approved the battle royale act. which states that a randomly... more

Previous reviews:
Oct 7	-	Killer's Kiss
Oct 3	-	Trois couleurs: Rouge (Three Colors: RED)
Sep 18	-	N [eOn]